Day 43 Suzanna McGee has my body!

THIS IS IT!!!THIS IS THE BODY I WANT EXACTLY! TO A T! I don't really know who she is...she's some kind of bodybuilding champion/skating champion/ fitness and sports champion all together. She also does some artistic stuff, dunno. Never mind that crap. This is the body I'm dying for. This is my definition of hotness, right here. True she's 6 feet and I'm 5'2". True, she's 185 pounds of solid muscle. and I'm 200 and something pounds of fat. But this is just the thing I need to get me re-motivated. I haven't done anything in near a week. I think I'm back on track, ppl!






God, what I wouldn't give to look like that! Well, I wouldn't give my kid or my Blood, but anything else!

I will have legs and abs like that, inshallah! I swear it!

Weeeeee, how I wish I had biceps like those!

Now, that's a nice butt! I wouldn't be wearing wedgie- makers like that though....

This is some other chic entirely, Japanese I think, but she's got the body, too.

Alrighty. Time to buckle down on my food in-take and get this tail in shape....

Day 40

I'm not dizzy today. However, I did spend a large part of yesterday in bed. Hubby thinks I'm suffering from mild exhaustion. He says I'm pushing myself too hard, what with all the exercise, work and studying. He might be right. He called me at least 15 times yesterday checking up on me after I confessed that I was feeling dizzy and light-headed. He wanted to take me to the doctor on the instant. I'm trying to take it easy. My blisters aren't healed yet, so no walking again today =(.

Day 39

Why do I bother? I haven't been feeling well the past couple of days. Dizzy and light headed and just feeling strange. I'm supposed to go walking today and to the gym, but I seriously don't feel like it. I had to lay back down today after I woke up, I was so dizzy. I thought maybe my liver was getting congested again, since I finished my cleanse...I ordered some liver cleanse products online last night. But , now I realize my period is 3 days late. It might be yet another false alarm, but what if it's not? I don't know. But I really feel like giving up.

Uphill - Day 33

My will power is flagging. I'm trying hard to push myself to keep going to the gym but it's so hard. I got weighed and measured yesterday and I only lost a centimeter here and there. I'm trying to institute low-carb into my diet now and include walking in my regime. Walking for an hour and ten minutes along this particular run that's about 3 to 4 miles. I did it on Sunday. I tried to do it yesterday but was too busy. And last night I broke down and had McDonalds after not having it for more than 2 months.

I wish somebody would encourage me =(

Day 18... setback

I haven't been to the gym in 5 or 6 days and I feel awful about it. Part of the reason was I was too busy watching Heroes. Another part was...well, no that was just it. I've been overeating, too, but I laid off the Myoplex while I wasn't working out. I'm going to the gym right this minute as soon as I get off this post. Thank god I didn't gain any weight from this. Back to Operation: Hotness or Bust!!! Yalla! Yosh!!!